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Pfft by KyokoKazama
Pfft
I rushed through this cause I was terrified of my laptop crashing on me, and now it looks like GOOORBAGE~
Eh. More tablet practice. 
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Bryanna likes going to the old folks home and sniFFS THE OLD MENS HAIR.
  • Mood: Llama
  • Listening to: Bryanna lectures about old men
  • Reading: A story about old men
  • Watching: Old men fight
  • Playing: The fighting game with an old man
  • Eating: THANK GOD NOT OLD MEN
  • Drinking: Toilet water
Eh by KyokoKazama
Eh
I haven't drawn in a while, and I'm still trying to get used to tablet...But I'm kinda proud of this. 
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Pffft. My life is a train wreck.
Ughugh. My anxiety has been really bad lately, which is why I haven't uploaded ANY drawings. I start doubting the picture in the sketch stage, and by the time I start outlining, I freak out and I'll start panicking, then stop drawing all together. 
It's been really bad. 
Basically, it started after I lost my job. I've been a crippling mess since. I have three friends who've actually been helping me through these anxiety attacks, and one of them is miles away from me at the moment. 

When I'm by myself, I try to play Tekken to get my mind off of it. I've been lovin' me Jin more and more :iconmuahplz:

Everything sets me off though. Mentioning the word 'illness' makes me freak out. I ordered a costume offline, found out the website is horrible, and makes terrible cosplays, and I'm praying to dah lord I'm going to end up lucky.
I ordered it a week ago and it still hasn't shipped. UGH.

I've been having a lot of nightmares, and asthma attacks. I shake a lot, and it's getting harder to perform daily tasks like writing, and eating. 

A lot of people have actually been making things worst for me, which I kinda expected. I don't talk about my problems much Or at least I try not too so it's not really their fault...I do tell them my anxiety is bad, but I guess they refuse to listen and continue to treat me like trash /cough/mybrother/cough/
My dad has actually been a lot of help, tbh. Usually he's the last person I go to for advice. He's been making my mind rest easy, and he's very reassuring. As well as my friends :iconyumidei::iconren-chin::iconrynmonamie: You guys are fantastic~

But I have been drawing a lot. Just...Not stuff I want to show people. I think it looks like garbage. Most of the pictures are of Jin though. I dunno, drawing him makes me feel...better. It gives me this sense of being home. I love drawing Jin. I'm very comfortable with his design and everything, and drawing him relaxes me. 

I owe a lot of pictures to people, but as of lately, whenever I draw something, I almost always end up crying, and guh. Jin to the rescue. If I owe you a picture, please bear with me. I'm still trying to get over these anxiety attacks.

I don't have the money atm to go to a specialist or anything, so I've been basically fighting this battle with nothing more than good friends to support me. Job hunting has not made it easy on me, I'll say that much.

I am trying to make things better for myself though. I've been going out more, and becoming more social to help with the Social anxiety. I'm going on a diet and I'm going to start working out and losing weight for the confidence it will bring me. I'm actively looking for a new job, and trying new things. If I don't start kicking myself in the butt, no one else will. 

I'm setting up my goals, and just trying to overcome obstacles I thought were impossible. By this time next year, I probably won't be the same person. ohlordyIhopeso. 
  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: Kagamine Len- Gigantic O.T.J
  • Reading: Naruto
  • Watching: Inside: McDonalds lolwhy
  • Playing: Tekken Tag Tournament 2
  • Eating: Hashbrowns
  • Drinking: Coke
The only people who say Jin is a dick are the people who started playing Tekken at Tekken 6. 

Like...Play Tekken 3-5 and then you will see.
When I die...Then you will see.

Kids these days...They don't know.

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  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Latch- Disclosure
  • Reading: Naruto
  • Watching: Cake Boss
  • Playing: Tekken Tag Tournament 2
  • Eating: THIS HORRIBLE FUCKING MINT. WHY AM I EATING THIS!?
  • Drinking: DIET COKE, BUT IT DOESN'T GO GOOD WITH THE MINT

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Jin Kazama by Nana-BeatsOne Piece Sanji Stamp by erjanks:thumb357735634:Kagamine Rin and Len Stamp by FantasyAshleyStamp Obito by L-monFuturama Stamp by FabulousFabulousSasuke Uchiha Stamp by Shay-SamaStamp: I love cats by jelloweenArmin Stamp by RevivalSnKLevi/Rivaille Stamp by NabiryiLuffy Stamp by LiLanChuuLeo Stamp by vdaymassacreDanganronpa Stamp by MargothMegurineThe Office by extraordi-maryRoxas Rocks Stamp by LenaLawliet
Heritage, Not Hate Stamp by KahunaSniperRQ: Anti Sakura by DoctorMLoliVocaloid: Miku Stamp by cinyuDude Where's my Car stamp by deviant-stampsThat's What She Said Stamp by britstix
Zodiac Stamp: Scorpio by AvengingSeraphimMusic Stamp by TaylorinchainsProud To Be Filipino Stamp by Crystal-ArtistExpectation vs Reality Stamp by FlameSalvoRequest: Annie Leonhardt Stamp by wow1076
Eren Jaeger Stamp by NabiryiAnother Rolling Girl Stamp by hissatsugirlHappy Synthesizer Stamp by hissatsugirlHidan Stamp by NekoNamiAwww, yellow is mellow... by PixieRiot
Favorite Character Stamp 2 by Stamp221L stamp by Lumagastamp akatsuki by DKSTUDIOS05Stamp: Squidward by AMX-269Shy Stamp by StampMakerLKJ
Narutard Stamp by R-A-W-RMiyazaki Stamp by DarkTwilightWolfOne Piece Stamps 3 by MourgebeastJin Stamp by UltimaArrowAlisa Stamp by UltimaArrow
Trevor Phillips stamp by horses27Always tired... by prosaixgas mask stamp by gyenesAnne Hath... :C by Haters-Gonna-Hate-MeShare your joy by Drake1

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Milan-Sama Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2014
brgtt- Thank you for the +fav 
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Yumidei Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2014  Student General Artist
when kathleen sees poop
she puts it in her mouth
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KyokoKazama Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2014
You're fucking grounded 
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Yumidei Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2014  Student General Artist
wake th e fuck up and eat pie
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KyokoKazama Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2014
I'M goIng TO bnLAST ASS
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Yumidei Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2014  Student General Artist
please dOnt my wiFe is PrEgnant
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Bylika190 Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2014
happy b day! <3
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KyokoKazama Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2014
Thank you! ;u;
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Bylika190 Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2014
<333
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KaoriJade Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014
Thank you for the Fav Hug
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